blogging this from stella's room. waiting her to bathe and then we can make our way out for dinner liao. an eventful night tonight. hopefully! hee. will keep all updated. my first time leh!
reminders to all my dear good old friends. i need to know who's coming for the party. at least those that are confirmed ones. please let me know ok once u see this blog. i also need to know who;s able to come down to help earlier.
i haven't settle on the birthday cake yet. actually i only just remembered abt the cake over the last few days. have to get my skirt, have to go purchase the decorations. have to confirm guest list. have to think of how i presenting the party. hmm... yeah lo.. i wonder how come the previous birthday parties like all very easily attained. ?? why leh.
feeling rather down over the past few days. this time round its just a feeling deep down in my sensitive heart. can't really express it, but felt alone, something missing there, something not right. something not done. the heart is not whole.. i mean yeah just started feelng s.a.d.... but not really unhappy. just like tat la. just a feeling.. sigh.
sighs come so easily nowadays. does it come with age? will my white hairs sprout after that? is it because of school work? cannot be cause i didn't do any. can't bring myself down to do anything sometimes. just staring at the notes. nothing goes in. sigh.
gotta go prepare liao
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